princess*

Tuesday, August 12, 2003

it is sooo unfair..lorhx.. all my siblings get the montessori education except me.. and den my dad wants to retire.. i haf no objection bout tt but the thing is tt does he haf enuf $ to see me through cambridge? tt i dunnoe.. but it seems tt he does not haf tt kind of $$ so i dun see y he shld retire... ok.. fine.. he wanna relax.. but wad bout my future? i WANT to go cambridge to do law lorhx.. he say he fullt support my idea but i haf to find my own $$ i mean like wad the hell lorhx.. y cant he set aside like wad i need for my future education.. i mean like my sis is getting some huge some( which i wont diclose) my bro another large sum and me?? all i get is some pathetic sum wjich is only enough to last me till uni locally.... den wad bout me going to cambridge?? does tt mean tt i will neva become a queen counsel?? i meaN LIKE HULLOO?? dis world is so unfair lorhx.. i feel t my bro is smarter den me coz he got the montessori edu.. but for me lehx?? i mean when i was small, montessori already exsisted so i dun see y they did not send me dere.... my mum claimed tt it was far.. n dunnoe wad shit... i mean like she say she love all of us equally... ok.. den y she dun send me to montessori?? i mean like if she realli cares for me n loves me, she wld haf done it no matter how far the freaking sch was... den she said tt i was in the gd care of my aunt.. i totally agree tt my big aunt did took care of me well.. not tt she neglected me or wad.. n i m NOT blaming my aunt... but anyway, if she realli loved me.. she wld haf stop work once i was born to take care of me wad.. not wen till i was 2or 3.. i mean as they said, the baby's 1st few yrs is veri important for the development.. i mean like ok.. she did not send me to dis kind of posh sch.. FINE.. but still they haf no right ABSOUTELY NO RIGHT to deprive me of my cambridge edu after all the unjust treatment i haf been given.. moreover, i m getting like less den half of wad my sis is getting.. FINE i agree she is way younger den me.. but does she need tt much? maybe.. but maybe not... i juz dun understand.. they shld actually give me all the $$ i need for my cambridge edu.. so tt wen i m a lawyer, i can use my salary to support my siblings wad.. doesnt tt sound more sensible?? n they hinted tt if shld they die, my sis will get the largest portion oif their estate.. n i the smallest.. i mean i dun wan the $$ i can go earn it myself wad.. it is not say tt much oso... like i care like tt... but wad irks me is the fact tt it juz shows how much they love my sis n how much they love me lorhx.... n my dad is an ass.. dunnoe how to invest one... lost like dunnoe how much.. if he had followed my advice, n not buy the house in bukit timah we will bw like so much richer, n if tt foolish man did not sell like sooooo much shares @ tt freaking price, tt amt can last me through my cambridge uni... he is SOOOO dumb.. if he had followed my advice, i bet yar... we can go europe first class every single yr, splurge on roxy etc... i dunnoe lar.. he is soo dumb.. i swear tt once i finish my uni, i will move out... u may call me unfilial, but wadever lar.. they r giving me such unfair treatment.. u may think tt i m $$$ minded but yar, it is not tt lorhx.. it juz shows tt how much they love me and hoowwwwwwwww freaking fair they r lorhx.... so rosel, do forgive me i dun make it.... i m sorry.... now my mum is calling me bad-hearted juz for throwing sweets to my bro.. n says tt i m never a good girl.... wtf lorhx?? everithing osos my fault.. sometimes i juz wish i can juz leave this damn world... ok.. gtg now..

Melissalost in [[fairytale]]-land
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