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Monday, September 01, 2003

gosh i neva blog for a long long time... no wonder everione is asking me to update kk.. on the 27... my bro's frens came over for a sleepover... samantha ( loke ) came over.. we caught up on alot.. like how elizabeth is coping wif her parent's divorce.. n bout her mum remarrying... well on the outside she seems to be getting along fine.. but not sure bout the emotional scars... i mean like surely there will be emotional scars one... well... den... i went to stay @ pan pacific over the weekend... den on sun mon... when my dad wanted to send me to church.. the car broke down.. cld not start... sigh..den i had to go church my self.... well i walked to cityhall mrt.. den took to newton.. ha.. fr newton.. i took a cab.. so ridiculous.. coz it is like cab fare was onli 2.50.. ha... i hink the cab driver is pissed coz the dist is so short... well anw... i got this e-mail fr victoria... it is very motivating and inspiring... i will keep it... n look @ it whenever.. pple 'dampened' my dreams... hey.. m listening to 'wad dreams r made of'.. so qiao.. well anw.. my mum says she wanna bring us to watch homerun now.. as in later.. sigh... i dun wanna go tuition later.. coz it will be damn awkard btw rosel n me... sigh.. I DID NOT DAO HER.... i was juz veri quiet.. tts it... to me dao is like how i treat..hmm.... nobody now... maybe an ren lar... but yar.. i SWEAR I DID NOT DAO HER LORHX... sighz.. maybe i shld change tuition... as in quit tll totally.. but tt will probabl be @ the end of the year lar... see how when the time come... sigh.. i noe it will most probably be worst today... but i will try my best to be social in tt sense... well... yest.. in church... they were toking bout smth similar.. n kwee san*i think* said tt it takes alot of trust n faith in each other when this sory of thong happens... in the car.. i was pondering bout tt... well i toked to myself (kinda lame but yar..) n asked myself do i haf tt kind of trust n faith in rosel.. i shld say yes... but i m not sure bout rosel having the same amt of faith n trust in me...well i guess not... fr her blog.. i seem to be like not knowing anything... till i read her blog.. so i guess she does not haf tt sort of trust n faith in me...well i dunnoe lar.. sighs... i haf tution later lorhx... guess i have to be like friendly n toking to her... well.. after reading the e-mail she sent to me... i msg her.. n i got a reply in the morn.. it was like this will not affect our friendship.. but it seems tt it is it is.. but i hope tt deep down our friendship is still dere... i will try my best to patch things up... kk..i gtg now.. but i hope u all will pray for me n rosel.... i gtg now liaoz... need to do tll homework byez

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