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Friday, September 12, 2003

well sighs... i m going out later.. yay! but den when i saw julius's nic... the reality hit hard... gosh i need to train more lorhx... if not how am i suspposed to go nat squad by yr end... i mean time is like running out.. i noe tt for me to go nat seems kinda wild but i mean who dun wanna go uop lorhx? dis time victoria, shaun n julius r going up... den our squad will be onli left wif me, denise, jessie, shu yan, marc, an ren n jing yu... sobs... i can onli get along wif the girls npw... when they go up i will lose my closest fren in the squad.. in fact, those 3 tt r going up r pple tt i get along most wif... sighs... i muz work hard... my ee-fu( 2nd uncle) set this target for me... to represent singapore in cork next yr... or when is the next cork... i know he has high hopes on me.. but look @ my last mmr result.. it is like shit.. maybe worst den tt... i will haf to train wif hu jiao lian once the fy r over by den iwill be sailing smth like 4 times a week.. hopefully.. wif more prac i will improve... n i m praying tt csc's regattas r not cancelled or rather not onli open to top 3/5 sailors of each club... but to everione... sighs....i need the regattas to pull my rank up... den my dad said tt he might bring us to europe for the entire 2 mths.. he is considering tt.. n i was like wad bout my regtttas if dere r? n he was like u gotta miss it.... if i go.. i will miss christmas, regattas, countless outings... n maybe my anual chalet party will most prob be called off.... sighs.. i noe itis much better to tour paris, n eyrope i love tt.. but i juz cant bear to leave for such a long period of time... maybe i shld suggest tt i stay behind this yr... but i wld be a fool to do tt wad... who dun wanna tour europe n go on a 2-mth shopping spree rite? hiya.. i will go be guai now n study lar... do well in fys is all i want... den after fys, it is sailing... i muz buck up i m sec2 already lorhx... sigh okok.. gtg now.. meeting marie... lis n geraldine.. haha... girl's day out...

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