perhaps i was wrong bout you...
sometimes i fell as if as i have no one to talk to
to confide into..
my best mate.. chu ling
is now on her way to paris..
sigghs.......
life aint so perfect after all..
i always felt tt my life is somewhat like a jigsaw puzzle
consisting of many pieces and once these little pieces fall in place...
my life wld be a perfect one..
often i search high and low for these missing pieces
initially.. i felt the missing piece
was the fact tt i did not manage to accomplish anything in sailing
even though now i am just a national sailor
without any titles or even a high ranking.
i thought my life wld be perfect
BUT i was WRONG...
i thought WRONGLY
sometimes you might feel that i am mean to you
but actually i thought tt me laying off you might make you happier
i thought tt i wld make u happier if i am not there and talk to you
i really thought so...
but really... sometimes i just have the urge to go up
and talk to you the way we used to but i am afraid...
afraid of rejection from you..
tts why i might seem so distant to you these days
lets try again tmr shall we?
