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Monday, January 24, 2005

for those who did not know... i am no longer with the national squad anymore... cause of my ranking was kinda sad yest, cried alot but as the day went by, i started getting used to the fact. am really thankful for all the friendships i made in the squad esp with the guys. i am in a delillema now shld i continue to train with gibs on weekdays? he has offered tt option to both denise and me... but i feel bad to do so.. i mean we are not even like part of tt team anymore yet we are using the facilities etc... i think i will have a problem blending in.... shld i just train over the weekend with uncle calvin? if tts the case, progress wld be slow but my weekdays wld be free and i can study more and spend more time reading the bible... is this His way of making me spend more time with Him? i really dunnoe.... or maybe i shld just stop sailing totally... i mean after all even if i do get in in the next selection, it wld be in june/july and tts when i will have ta break for the Os.... pls pray for mr k? thanks

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