i am starting to feel the sense of emptiness that i have been telling jean about

and no, i am not running away from anything.

i am going nowhere and face all this properly.

there is a heck lot of work due.

i came back early with a green form

due to the anxiety i was feeling about iop and yet i am blogging now

i simply need an avenue to rant.

again, i came home with a spiltting headache.

and slept for a while.

now i am waiting for my lunch to cool whilst typing this. talk about busy.

i am officially screwed.

iop is next tues. my first draft is not even ready

and there is ee, cas, econs ia, tok oral, chi oral

and chem pracs

perhaps now you understand why i am feeling that sense of emptiness.

i have never felt so much stress in my life till i came to ib

this is like a zillion times worse than last year.

how i wish life stops at 16 and keeps on replaying

that way, i will always get to see the ones i love, go to school a happy girl and yet lead a relatively stress-free life.

i am not saying i am unhappy here.

i am rather setteled now and have made quite alot of good friends

i am fine with life in ib.

everything is okay just that time needs to slow down so i can do my work.

then again, think about it, if time slows down, does that mean we will take a longer time to do our work? and thus effectively, its back to square one where at the end of the day we complain that we have no time?

hahahaha. this reminds me of tok.

okay anyway, by next wed, i will be rather free

in the sense by then i am over and done with econs ia, iop and ee

for the moment and i need a break.

perhaps a shopping trip to bangkok or smth during the national day holidays.

i shall have to speak to my mum about it and convince her that i am in dire need of a shopping trip.

i know its utterly bimbotic but after shopping i feel a sense of achivement.

and then i am inspired to study hard

lol

okay lunch and iop beckons.

bye world. wish me luck =(