To leave the thread of all time
And let it make a dark line
In hopes that I can still find
The way back to the moment
I took the turn and turned to
Begin a new beginning
Still looking for the answer
I cannot find the finish
Its either this or that way
Its one way or the other
It should be one direction
It could be on reflection
The turn I have just taken
The turn that I was making
I might be just beginning
I might be near the end.
i need strength to pull through all this. i know it happens for a reason
but exactly what i have yet to find out. nonetheless, i will pull through this
somehow i will, i must and i know i will
okay. this is incoherrent. perhaps only a few will know what i am talking about. but whatever. the 15th is coming whether i like it or not.
so i better start studying and making oreo cheesecake=)
haha. 1507
the day where i will finally meet my darlings.
the pple whom i have been pining and whining to everyone in school for
crap. this sounds damn wrong. like i am in love.
but then again, i am technically in love
with the 7 angels i have=) haha
yay. it sounds wrong. but what the heck.
and so on the way from holland v just now, i was listening to my first love.
the four seasons by vivaldi.
and so its back at square one.
the whole concerto that never fails to perk me up
the journey through the different seasons never fail to perk me up
i was listening to winter and i realised that no matter how cold or dreary winter is, the snow will melt away eventually and the spring will come.
and also joyfully.
hahaha that was the poem written for spring.
and so i hope that in all our lives, the snow will start melting away
and we will see better days ahead.
okay that sounded a lil shallow but whatever.
i am reminded of that when i listen to winter and that is all that matters.
the purpose of writing this here is so that 20 years down the road
when i look back, i can scoff at how immature my thoughts and antics are now.
okay its off to the books.
chem now.
and i swear my brain juice is oozing out.
familiar heh? i guess only my math buddies will know. hahaha
talking about them. i miss them
i cant wait for math again
haha. its like a daily gossip session. so fun
whee.
okay off to chem. who wants to save melissa from drowning?
she needs a thousand life bouys just to ensure she is able to pass chem. so lets not talk about getting that elusive 7.
in fact she is behind in every single chem prac since the beginning of the year.
joy. after cts, my workload is piling up alr.
chem pracs.lwts.iop.tok.ee.business ia.econs ia.
okay i need to learn how to watch my tongue and swear less.
okay then
off to the books.
before i end, i just wanted to say i love eating ice cream from the tub
lol okay.
bye.
chemchemchem.
wish me luck. i need tonnes of it.
