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Saturday, August 19, 2006

i was talking to xinling just now. discussing love. and she told me this: i think you cant find love, love finds you eventually. okay, i shall wash my hands off all these for the moment. mathmathmath. smile melly smile. its still a beautiful world out there.

and i swear something is wrong with me. my mum brought me out shopping for a while just now, cause she told me i looked veryvery stressed and she thought that shopping might do me some good. you know that was strange cause i remember, last year whenever i went shopping with joanne/jean or ask her to bring me shopping to destress she would complain and set a budget for me. but now, she intiates the shopping trip. how wierd is that. maybe i have been too busy, too busy to even notice how stressed i am.

heres the stranger thing. i seemed to have lost my interest for shopping. man i hope thats only temporary. take just now for instance, i saw a dkny dress. it was pretty absolutely divine and it was on 50percent. i tried it one, it was perfect. flattering as well and sexy. it fits well and the cutting was perfect. the colour complimented my tan and it was on sale. plus it was dkny. then when we were about to pay for it, i suddenly decided that i did not want it anymore. it was an impulse thing. but i cant believe i walked out of dkny without it. my mum was shocked too and asked if i was okay. haha. or maybe, my obession with shopping was just a teen thing. and i thought i will be a shopaholic all my life. something is wrong, i cannot start to hate shopping. oh man, thats utterly bimbotic. i think i am starting to become an airhead after what i told jane today during tennis. i swear this is what school makes you become.

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