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Saturday, August 26, 2006

if words dont come my way, i hope you still know what my heart wants to say. this is for all i love. especially so for 4mian8fang, jean and you. random thought of the day.

oh well, dinner with jean on mon. though i dont know what to expect it will definitely something to look forward to. at least she is someone i can confide and bare my soul to without having to worry about what i tell her being revealed.

the past week has been an extremely hetic one, and yet, i realised i have been blogging often. perhaps its one way for me to break free from work for a few minutes. it allows me to rant and pen down my thoughts. clear my mind of those insecurities and worries and then go back to work.

the notion of leaving is more alluring than ever. though i am unable to catch the sept term, there is always the jan07 term waiting for me. i have been playing with the thought of just applying now first then see how. but then again. isnt that running away from the problem. the problem of me being unable to handle schoolwork or perhaps its just my time manangement.

i am again tempted to laze my entire day away. the thought of going house hunting with my dad is so alluring too. its fun alaways to look at houses haha and then speak in code which only we understand. its a good family bonding activity haha=)

but thankfully, i have less work this weekend. econs ia, study econs for econs test, 2 business essays. thankfully, tok and math are over and done with though i think i will do badly for math despite slogging my guts out and sleeping at 5am for 2 days. oh well, i think i am just not made for hl math sometimes. but its okay, its matilda's birthday party tmr, perhaps its just what i need. but then again, magic shows, balloons and pinatas are just not my age are they? they were 10 years ago haha. and i have yet to get her birthday present. and i am broke. arrgghh i hate being broke.

okay, enough for now, i am off to pack my room. which is in a huge mess. actually no mess can be compared to the mess i created last year during Os. my floor and bed could not be seen. and my study downstairs was like a junkyard. i should have taken pictures of it haha. sometimes, i think i am too messy to be a girl. even my mum said the same thing. HAHAHA bye world. maybe i will blog again tonight.

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