princess*

Saturday, September 30, 2006

alomst every j1's or yr5's blog i read today had some reference to not being retained. HAHAHAHA. and although i have never studied so hard in my entire life before, i think the amount of time spent studying this year is cumulative of the amount i spent over the past 4 years in crescent. and yet, i have never felt so uncertain about my grades before. i think its just ib and the fact that you are surrounded by brillant people like the geps and people who do not study and yet do so well.

this can only mean 2 things.

one. i have been slacking my past 4 years away.

two. i am just too darn good thats why there was no need to study.

but i know its the former. it can never be the latter.

i need the exams to be over. then i can go to the botanical gardens everyday. and bake everyday. and shop and learn how to make gourmet chocolates. and learn the violin. and watch concerts. and make jewellery. and watch wayyy overdue movies. and organise my itunes. and organise my photos. and back them up. and pack my wardobe. and buy new clothes. and the list goes on....

Melissalost in [[fairytale]]-land
2:13 PM