arrggghhh i am not mugging enough. i am soooo gonna get into that dumbass focus camp. like whati told daniel the other day, i am not meant for studying. it sucks. like a vacum cleaner. it sucks your soul away when you think of books and all only. thing is, i am not retentive enough. doing chem just now made me realised how much i actuallty forgot. danmit. i am so gonna leave school after math tmr. will see what mummy says. i should just quit school and shop all my life. if only i had enough money to feed my ridiculously expensive habit. WHAHAHA i think its the stress. i have been doing truckloads of stupid things recently. and my money saving plan is getting nowhere. so, i have decided not to buy anyone presents except for my family. that way, i have more for myself. call me selfish. i dont care. HAHAHAHA but thats rather mean.

okay MUGMELLYMUG. MUGGER MELLY.