princess*

Sunday, October 01, 2006

and so one last post to calm my nerves before i sleep. its gonna take me awhile to fall asleep i know. quite awhile and its going to be the first major exams without the influence of medicine. lets hope things will turn out fine.

during dinner, i was sitting in the dining eating all alone. mum dad and matilda went out for some party and eugene was out for dinner, leaving me alone. and this thought flashed across, melly, as everyone is studying, they all forget you. no one cares about you, for once, books are more important that you. it got me depressed. BUT, not long after, jean messaged and asked how things were. that made my day. it shows that at least someone out there did not forget me. and its heartening to know that this someone is one whom i havent spoke to for a longlong time. and had a disagreement of some sort only recently. and that this special person was thinking of me.

God is good, all the time He put this song of praise in this heart of mine God is good, all the time God is good=)

and so i leave it all in His hands. and pray that if it is His will, i will pull through and get to next year, if not, then its off to i-dunnoe-where yet college.

but melly refuses to be hauled off to some ulu college.neither does jean. as such, they will study and mug their asses off, like there is no tomorrow and not get retained. okay shall read some english before i sleep. night world. wish me luck.

Melissalost in [[fairytale]]-land
10:37 PM